midnight emo-ing again...
just drink up quite lot of can caslberg...

i can quit smoking, clubbing, drinking, anything
just to wish you here

damn damn damn~
what i would do to have you here...

thought that i can forget u but i can't
know that the fact that you will never accept me but i just can't control myself

it hurts no matter wad....
看见你和他在我面前，证明我的爱只是愚昧
我还傻傻等到奇迹出现的那一天，直到那一天，你会发现，真正爱你的人独自守着伤悲

i know i should't but yes....im jealous....

sigh, this few day busy daooooooooooooooooooo...can die
when im trying to ask for accompany.

they will give up a lot of reasons
' my mum don't let me out ah', ' i need to study arh', ' i got assignment arh', 'tomorrow got school arhh', etc
and i can onli say 'heng dai kao mm G arhh...'

I WANT MAKAN !! ROARRRRR!!!

UNTITLED

there are some people complaining that my blog's background music is too....dead.
i know it does, for most people out there but, not me...

tell u guys something

the music is called wandering flame by nobuo uematsu, search it on youtube, open it and listen alone
in the midnight...

i dunno y bout this, but it brings out....alot  in me, i almost cry everytime i heard it
the moment how i was scold by parents when i was small, the first time when i heard one of my friend is in a serious car accident,
the day u left me....
the day u rejected me...
the day....i realise that im just a failure

aduiH!....tooo emo ady
better go sleep...

u guys can try it out whether it make u feel sad or something just like.....me?

EMPTYNESS

this blog had become a wall where i always visit when i can't find 

anyone to talk to, i dunno what i can spend my time during the midnight while others are sleeping

*why sendri dun sleep?*   UH....if you give me a kiss then i will sleep? :)
and she will give me a face which appeal to be ''man man wait lah u''
LOL

HOU SIEN ARHHH !

i need beers, i need gals, i need uhh...., i need travel, i need cigarrettes, uhh....no, not cigarrettes
i need henessy, i need a puegeot RCZ, i need mist
i need ah seng ah bao ah kai ah yin tyw mf swiss boy zh ah seng jy jy ah boon ah kit cythia wyw
i need 16p
i need U,....                                                       for ubat? :)

im like standing at the edge of endlessly height cliff
and somehow someone just pushed me off like that

things seriously fucked up these days
and...i just can't do anything about it

FML

wish that er....

wish that i have a girlfriend,
then i have a number to call when im feeling alone,
so that i can have dinner with her,
so that i can bring her to many places,
so that i can receive some warm everytime i feel cold,
so that my car's passenger seat will not left empty anymore,
so that i can share my what is having in my mind with her,
so that i can share her my chocolate,
so that i need no longer going christmas countdown alone
so that she can help me cook breakfast,lunch,dinner,supper,and fastupper, which  is the meal between supper and breakfast= =....
so that i can grab her head an french kiss her
so that i can reduce my 'stress' (*gulp....*)





so that i can hug her real tight, no even a word, in a silence moment..
leaving a wonderful memories for both of us...

多狗魚

在此刻此時此地。。。
突然被一股寂寞與空虛，包圍。。。
明明心動，
卻又無能爲力。。。
那種心痛
好像gok屎將。。。
haiz...